forever and ever, babe.

I couldn't decide if I actually wanted to keep up with this or not, so I just decided not to until I finally made up my mind. Well, obviously I decided to continue blogging, not really for the benefit of anyone else...just for myself. I could careless whether people read this or not, I could also careless about people's opinions of what I type, this is simply for me. In this crazy, mixed up world, it's hard finding the time to sit down and talk to someone and let them know how you feel and make them understand what's going on in life. This is my way of doing that, of getting my feelings out when I don't have the time to sit down and talk to someone. A lot's been going on since the last time I really sat down and blogged....I've graduated high school, made life changing decisions, and spent over a year with the love of my life. My future may be tweaked a little now, and things may be getting done a little out of order....but in case everyone forgot, it's my future. I don't need anyone's negative opinions or thoughts on the decisions I've made for myself in life. Regardless of what order things are getting done in...they're getting done, and that's what matters at this point. 
As far as my future goes, I'll be attending Midlands for nursing, spending time with my new family and enjoying playing the cards I've been dealt in life. I'm looking forward to the future and spending the rest of my life with two sweet boys, <3. My two best friends will continue to stay in the picture, however; they'll both have to do it from college..USCL and USC, and im equally proud and excited for both of them to do their thing! I honestly couldn't have made it to where I am today without the two of them staying by my side, picking me up and brushing my shoulders off when I fell down, making me smile when I cried, and also being there through the good times...whether it be birthday celebrations or just celebrating to celebrate, they've been by my side every step of the way and will continue to be there for the upcoming years. I couldn't have gotten any luckier in the friend department when it comes to those two. Neither of them will understand how unbelievably grateful I am for everything they've done. I may not be in the ideal situation, but honestly...I couldn't have asked for a better support system. Whether it be my family, the wonderful starling family, my sweet loving boyfriend, or my two amazing best friends, I have the most incredible support system any girl could ask for.now if i could just manage to get back on the softball field soon..... 

im back...

and have a lot to say. I don't know exactly how long i'll continue this or even how often I'll type, but i like having it to vent. A lot's been going on in this small, small town. First off, i'd like to know why people feel like everything that goes on in a person's life...is their business. If i wanted you to know, and if i wanted to talk to you about it I would...you acting like a jerk, doesn't make me want to talk to you. With that said, I don't expect anything to stay secret very long in such a small town, but are people ever going to learn when they've crossed the line? Especially parents of other people. I don't think my life or what I do in my life should be of any of your concern. My life doesn't affect yours at all, so maybe you should just grow up, act like the 40 year old man and woman you are and mind your own business. 
I'm done complaining, now I just want to let everyone know that I don't regret any decision I've made in my life. Whether it be choices I made years ago, or choices I'm making right now. I don't regret anything I've done or chosen to do and nothing anyone says or does will make me change my mind. 


"everything in this world happens when God chooses it to."